Article first appeared in Presence: An International Journal of Spiritual Direction, Volume 19, No. 4.
Melissa Braaten
How Not to Fast
Fasting is hard to do well. I ran into the guidelines for Catholic Lenten fasting during my first year as a graduate theology student at the University of Notre Dame in South Bend, Indiana, USA. I took the rules very seriously: no more than one full meal and two “snacks” on a fasting day. What qualified as a “snack” was ambiguous, so I spent a lot of time worrying: how small did my bowl of cereal have to be to qualify as a snack? Did it have to be half the size I would normally eat? Less than half? Could a snack consist of bread and carrot sticks if they were both small amounts? What if I was subconsciously making my full meal bigger than normal since I was hungry? The carrot stick went back and forth from the refrigerator to the plate, indecisively.